The Fool (excerpt)
by Padraig Pearse
Since the wise men have not spoken, I speak that am only a fool;
A fool that hath loved his folly,
Yea, more than the wise men their books or their counting houses or their quiet homes,
Or their fame in men's mouths;
A fool that in all his days hath done never a prudent thing,
Never hath counted the cost, nor recked if another reaped
The fruit of his mighty sowing, content to scatter the seed;
A fool that is unrepentant, and that soon at the end of all
Shall laugh in his lonely heart as the ripe ears fall to the reaping-hooks
And the poor are filled that were empty,
Tho' he go hungry.
I have squandered the splendid years that the Lord God gave to my youth
In attempting impossible things, deeming them alone worth the toil.
I often find myself clinging to the conceit that if I'm not exactly well-read, I have read enough literature of the classic and not-so-classic variety to pass just about any reasonable sniff-test. And like a lot of Irish-American Catholics boys who found that they enjoyed curling their hands around a pint of the black stuff, I went through my Irish writer phase. It probably began in High School or college, I'm not sure of the exact time in my young life.
There was a certain feeling growing up as an Irish-American in my family. I'm just not sure exactly what that feeling was, however. My mother's side of the family mostly came from the County Cavan toward the North, but not
in the North if you know what I mean. My father's side mostly came from the South and County Cork. And the two clans couldn 't have been more different if they had tried. The tribe from Cavan were landowners and had Irish royalty in their blood, but then again just about every family with Irish roots can boast that. There were an awful lot of Irish kings mucking about. My father's side of the family were mostly workmen and members of that unique band of
tinkers that traveled the countryside.
Those cultural divisions continued when each family moved across the Atlantic to the New World. My mother's side of the family became wealthy landowners on Long Island's
Gold Coast before selling the land off bit by bit as farmland became estates. They were eventually left with nothing in the way of land in one of the most exclusive and wealthy areas of the nation. Too bad. My father's side of the family built things and lived by their wits. My grandfather was a professional gambler himself counting the likes of W.C. Fields amongst his regular friends and gambling cronies. But he also knew Charles Lindbergh and Amelia Earhart from their time as aviators at
Roosevelt Field, as he often worked there.
The odd fact was that even though each side of my family has been here in America for a number of generations, our clan stayed strictly Irish and Catholic. Young Irish Catholic men and women finding each other in love was perhaps aided by our strict upbringing and the influence of the Church, but somehow looking back on my family tree as far back as I can go it is all Irish and (
mostly) Catholic. That's amazing to me, especially as it is near impossible to find someone whose families have been in country as long as mine that can make the same claim.
It all stops with me and my siblings, however. None of us married Irish Catholic. I thnk society in general has moved past those kind of restrictions, at least in the circles we travel in. So looking forward we will contribute to the growing population of mutts in this country. Well...not all of us. Gia and I decided long ago not to have kids. Cats made more sense to us.
It's in the looking back, however, that we can see how our foreparents heritage has shaped our own lives. Part of that is in the literature and poetry of our homeland, of course.
So when I went about figuring out who I am and were I came from, I turned to the Irish Writers who have filled our libraries with their prose and poetry. Jonathan Swift, James Joyce, William Butler Yeats, Oscar Wilde and John O'Keefe. Some I took to in a modest way and some were beyond me. I still have never made it all the way through
Ulysses and I doubt I ever will.
Frank O'Connor was a favorite of mine and a more recent choice as he passed away the year that I was born. I loved his voice and the pacing of his short stories. He was a fine biographer as well, writing the definitive book on
Michael Collins, the Big Fella himself.
There were others, of course.
Frank McCourt died just the other day at the age of 78. He is probably best known for his autobiographical memoir
Angela's Ashes, but I enjoyed
'Tis a bit more. Actually I'm more of a fan of the brash storytelling from his somewhat of a blowhard brother
Malachy. He has been a radio personality in the New York area for about as long as I have been around, and his rousing tales of love and violence told in a lilting Irish brogue have always been a charming source of entertainment.
But it is
Padraig Pearse who will always have a special place in my heart when it comes to Irish writers and poets.
He was born in Ireland from a father who had emigrated from Manchester, England and an Irish-speaking mother native of Dublin by way of County Meath. His father actually converted to Catholicism some time after moving to Ireland and a good portion of his relatives remained Protestant. I'll get back to that a bit later on. His love of Gaelic and Catholicism came mostly from his mother's side.
From early on, Pearse enjoyed the academic life. He received a degree in Modern Languages (
English, Irish and French) and began his own bilingual school to help prevent the Irish language from disappearing all together. He felt that the Irish educational system need an overhaul as it generally was meant to produce good Englishmen or obedient Irishmen. This was unacceptable to Pearse.
Eventually his educational talents and predilictions ld to his entry into the political debate that raged across Ireland in the early part of the 20th Century. Home rule for Ireland. Pearse eventually became a major player in the Irish Volunteers, The Irish Republican Brotherhood and The Irish Republican Army. Rising to the rank of Commander-in-chief, in fact.
He was listed as President of the Provisional Government on at least one bulletin released by the leaders of the
Easter Rising of 1916. There was some dispute on that title, coming from within the leadership itself as well as historians afterward. Regardless, he was generally considered to be one of the leaders of the movement and one of the co-authors of
Proclamation of the Republic. The reading of the Proclamation by Pearse himself in front of the General Post Office on Sackville Street was actually the beginning of the Rising.
It was also the beginning of the end for Pearse. After six days of fighting, Pearse and the other leaders were forced to surrender. He and fourteen other men were court-martialed and executed before a firing squad. Just scant days after the Rising. He was 36 years old.
Why did Pearse's life and words come to mean more to me than any of those other fellows?
My grandmother's maiden name was Pearse and she was his cousin. Yeah.
She was a cranky old broad. About as funny and outrageous as a diminutive Archie Bunker. She was one of the Protestant branch of the Pearse family, and she was always messing with us about that. Her own fault really as she married an strict Irish Catholic man and let him raise their sons and daughters as such. I think she just enjoyed hoisting her Protestant superiority above us lowly Catholic peasants...for fun.
It's been around 25 years since she passed away and she was ancient even then. She was born late in the 19th Century and lived through two World Wars. She was an educator and an acedemic. Something that was none too common for women in the early part of the last century. In fact, she was the first female librarian at the New York Public Library. A position formerly held by stuffy men in bow ties.
I never got a chance to talk with her about her cousin when I was younger. I don't know if she ever met him, but I kind of doubt it. She was around 18 at the time of his death. But I still wish I could hear this intelligent woman speak of her relative. I'm sure she would have sprinkled in a bunch of Catholic jokes as well, but like I said...she liked to have her fun.
So here is to Padraig Pearse and Frank McCourt and Frank O'Connor and even James Joyce.
Sláinte Mhath, gentlemen!
PS - I started this post over a week ago after I left a comment on
his blog. Then I left it in draft and almost forgot about it. Then Frank McCourt passed away and began to think about it again. That's why it took so long.
*With all due respect to Aaron Sorkin and the rest of the writers of The West Wing, this was too good of a title to pass up. - Earl
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Note: Remember to play the Bug-Eyed Trivia Challenge every day. Rest in peace, Frank McCourt.
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